Procrastination

Two words: Financial Institutions. Lol I procrastinated like no other on this project and I basically did it all today! I should work on this stupid habit for my own benefit :(. Oh, I had an epiphany! I realized that without my phone, I can concentrate more. I mean yes, it's very frustrating when I reallyreally need to use a phone or need to talk someone or even when I'm bored, but academic wise, I am able to crack down on my homework better than I did when I had a phone to distract me 24/7. At school, I'm not texting in class and at home it's not near me, so I don't have to worry about getting calls from people. And plus, if someone really needs to talk to me or vice versa, I just use my house phone. I think I'm not getting my phone back til like the end of the quarter -_- but still, I can get good grades and impress my mom and what not by then so yay? :) Aha anyway, the "situation" is not improving I guess. I don't know. I guess we both just need some time to think/cool down? It's not like I'm denying anything. I know it's mostly my fault. So I guess I'm going to have to give this whole thing some time. And the OTHER thing. I don't even care any more because I don't care about *Olga (LOL) anymore. Soooo, I'm going to stop wasting my time on you. Yay :) Hmm what else..OH! March 14, 2009 is going to be one bangin' day ;) I'm so excited cause I'm going to play from like 6am to nightnight that day with my favorite peepsss :) Whoo! Haha so today, Kathleen and Jordan kind of randomly bought me food so I was happy for a little hehe. But I'm still sick :(. Okay I have to do the Business Project now..poop.

*name changed :)

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"jackie"...hmm i see..

STFUI am so tired of your sh!t. Please, leave me alone..
I have nothing to say to eveyrthing right now. Pissing me off.

Sick ):

Bleh..I couldn't even go to church or even walk around the house today because I was so sick :(. DANGIT..I think I completely jinxed myself cause the other day, I told someone that I liked being sick cause my voice sounds funny..-__- And now, I'm sick, and I don't like it lol. Today was a really boring and bad day for me because of this. I have momsal all over from my head to my little toes :(. Haha I did not go out of the house even once today. All I did today was read and turn in my essay to turnitin.com without revising lol. AND. Heffybah called earlier and we talked about our problem.."/ I hope everything gets clear and good status! I'm honestly really scared for the outcome of this. :(. This blog entry is way too sad! Hahaha I will try to make it happy with pictures! :)
Sunflowers; Peanut M&M's, ma faveee; Book!; Piano; VTennis Girls<3; Elephant, my favorite animal :)

Yay, hahaha that made me kind of happy. It was fun hehe.

Note to John: I can't comment on your thingy. Helpme!a;dljfajsdf :(

YAY!

I am happy. There was a long weekend. There is no school tomorrow. We're going on a fieldtrip. I'm excited! Hahaha anyway, me and ashley were just talking on the phone for like 20 minutes JUST to decide if we should wear a jacket tomorrow or not. Wow.. -_- ahaha we so funnnay :) Anyway, so on Monday, yesterday, me, Heffy, Riya, and Ashley went to 팔각정 and ate the all you can eat thingamajiggerss. Sooooo good and we stuffed our faces with gogi. We ate cakes and ice keki shaved ice after too. Well, we just talked about stuff and one of our topics were schools. And we all realized that we wanted to leave. Like I know Riya and Ashley are leaving for sure,but me and Heffybah are like 40% leaving :(. So yeah I tried making a chart thingy with the positives and negatives of each school and like honestly, I really really don't know right now. Cause I mean I guess if I tried harder I can do better in school at Oxford, but at Cypress I don't even have to try this hard and I'll get better grades, (i think?) and plus if I stay here, then I'll have the '4 years on Varsity' for tennis thing..and I have HOSA and Yearbook..but at Cypress, I probably won't join anything except tennis. BUT at Cypress, I can play way more and not be so under all this stress/pressure/madnesssss! SOO idk "/ I guess we'll see how my grades turn out this semester and decide from there because I totallly messed up on the first semester. :( Worst grades of my life, and my average GPA went down too cause of this :(. Whatever..I can raise it with AP's and good grades this semester yes?! :) Ahaha I feel like I'm talking to myself and it makes me sad lol. But anyway, yes, this is my dilemma for right now!
BUT! 꽃보다 남자 just made this situation so much better cause seeing all those cuties..Ahhh :) tehehehehehe. Can't wait to watch next episode! :)
Alrightttsss I'm done for today. Peace!

study session!

Haha so me, Ashley, Heffy, and Esther had a small study session at my house today. :) I cannot say the details because they are way too funny! LOL, so fun...ANYWAY today! :[ I felt so alone in spanish class becuase I didn't even have a partner! She didn't assign me a new partner even..:( So THANKS, ANTHONY for doing me this wonderful favor :(((((

Yep..well, I have to go now, because I must practice piano..cause teacher's coming at six D:
byeee! :)

Rain, Clouds, & Rainbow!

Today, I woke up at 9am. I realized that I fell asleep at 8pm last night lol, so I slept for a total of 13 hours! :O Welllll, I did all my homework! Yay! :) So after I practiced piano in the morning, I realized how much it was raining! It was so insane. Anyway, I went to the library and did homework with John. He was annoying&hyper >:]. Then, we went to the liquor store cause he kept saying he was hungry and wanted to go there..and.....he bought me peanut m&ms! :D I was so happy until..we went back to the library and saw Anthony's friend, the chubby guy. So I figured he would be there too! So me and John went towards the tennis courts, where we met Caleb walking to the library! I saw Antonio's coche, so I got a paper and I wrote a much too secret note on it to put on his car. BUT when we walked over, him and Jin were there already, so it couldn't be secret, and I was sad :(. Still, we talked with them for a little and then the chubby guy and Jin left to go somewhere?, so it was just me, John, Caleb, and Antonio the robot. I told him the story about the note and made him turn around to make it seem like it was a surprise :). And he was surprised. Hahaha anway, then, to add to the hateness I have for him right now, he ate all the yellow peanut m&ms and everyone was bullying me! >:[. Caleb! Almost made me fall by grabbing my leg! :(. And John! wished that I would fall! :(. They were bullying me so much today. But whatever, because they're my servants puahahaha. Well, after chit-chatting for a leetle, we headed back in the library to do more homework. Instead of doing homework, we read Seventeen and Cosmo Girl LOL. And we read our horoscopes and smelled perfume and stuff hahaha. Then, it was five o'clock, so we had to leave. We walked home and John pooped everywhere -_-. At home, I just watched TV the rest of the day x) Hahaha, I think today was the most TV I have ever watched! I watched some Star King, Friends, 꽃보다 남자 Ep. 10 (Kim Bum&Joon Pyo<3 bye =").">

Oh! Today I saw the biggest rainbow everrrr :D