Sunday, March 29, 2009

Summer!

Pleaseeeee come quickly! Wow I cannot wait til summer... :(
Well, I haven't updated for a whiiiile. And tenth grade has gone by so fast wow. And finally, that means summer's coming up!! :) Okay so for now, I just have a couple short shout-outs hehe.

1) We've been through soooo much together. Wow. It's funny how I used to hate you so much, but now, you're the first person I go to for anything. There are so many memories that we created together and I wanted to say thank you. You've made such an impact on my life that nobody else could evereverEVER! replace or make. Whenever I'm confused, or sad, or need to vent or whatever, you're always there to listen to my nonstop talking :). I can depend on you for anything and hopefully the same for you. We've grown so much through all the tears, laughters, fights, smiles, arguments, moments we shared together and I will never forget any of them. So yeah, you already know how much i lava you :).
2) Oh man, since seventh grade Elamparo, we were friends. I remember when we found out that we met before but then we didn’t know each other and we were like ‘hey! You followed me everywhere!’ like seriously since when we were like 3, we met like 10 times but never knew..lol. I am able to talk to you about anything and even though we don’t really hang out a lot—we never really did—we always just click when we start talking. We seem like we’re best friends, but we hang out with different people and stuff. Lol, but I really want to say that I’m glad that we met and I am especially glad that we can really understand each other. I can always count on you for anything—I mean anything! We have never fought before through the four years that I’ve actually known you and that, I think is really something amazing. Your birthday present I gave you this year really came from my heart and I want you to know that I will always there for you, care for you, and of course be your friend. I know that our continuous talks and stuff will bring us even closer throughout our lives. We are both very understanding people and I will never forget our deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep talks that we had just sitting under the tree or on a bench or at the park swinging or at your house or at my house or at the library omg WHEREVER just talking about whatever crossed our mind. Now thanks to school, tennis or whatever, we tend to hang out a little bit more each year. Me gusta! Let’s picnic, baby! :)
3) SISTER. Hahaha we call each other that, but we really do feel sisterly a lot! Lol, we have NO classes together, so I reallyreallyreally hope that we do next year. We need to complete all our sisterly acts! That list we made for summer and we only did like three things :( Like we rarely talk any more compared to last year when we used to go over to each other's houses literally everyday and have our little GT's and stuff. But we both got busy this year with our own thaangs and didn't have that much extra time. Haha but I really hope that our bond grows and blossoms~ Summer tim eto plaaaay! :)
4) You and me..we always joke around about the silliest things, but then when we really talk, we can get pretty serious. I talked to you about almost all of my problems and stuff and so do you, and even though we only have two classes together, we got so much closer this year, and I’m really thankful for that. We have our little secret hand shake that is so funny when you do it. Haha well, thanks for everything this year and for the years to come! ;)
5) YOU! My one and only doggy :)Hahaha walking to and from home with you is always fun. I mean, I walk even though I can get a ride from my mom! Even though I’m very mean to my doggy and I rarely feed it, know that I’m always kidding in those mean moments. You have always been a good friend, sacrificing your time to wait for me even though I made you get in trouble so many times. I’m so glad that I have someone to just call when I’m bored and even though I always bother you, you take it hehe :) Thank you so much for everything. We need to do our bucket list, man! (Lol, btw…I have a Christmas card that I wrote to you, but I’m too embarrassed to give it to you now since it would be freaking late HAHA. Sooo, I’ll give it to you next Christmas or something x) )
6) Where do I begin with you? We were so close. Like best friends. But then we went through a huge obstacle that just tested our friendship. I know that we are both just learning to forgive and forget, but you’ve just changed so much along the way, so I don’t know how to talk to you any more. I don’t know if you realized or not, but I can’t even be my true self around you any more. All those times we spent just seemed to disappear, and I don’t know where they went. It’s like I don’t even know me anymore. You seem entirely different to me, and I’m so sad for that. Seriously, I don’t know what you want from me, but you use me just for when you need me. Not for a friend. I’m kind of getting tired of it. You’re always complaining to me and stuff and I have no idea how to respond to that because you never come to me for anything else…어.쩌.라.고. -_-

Wow, each any every one of these people has made such an impact on my life and I loved every moment I spent with them. :) To the first five: thanks for putting up with me hahaha. I love you guys <3

1 comment:

John Yohan Yang said...

HAHA.
give it to me jiguem now...

one day, i'm gonna randomly go to your house to pick up my pyunji